shimmer exhaust

shimmer exhaust fumes in the humid air waving vision like an apparition a mirage of directions that I think i have a choice of where I head and can decide to leave my here and travel to now but how can I travel in a healthy way when the dirt filled air the fume fogged breeze breaths into my lungs and clogs my chest later I feel the need to rest and rest and cough ugly glob throbs spit and sneeze a tightened wheeze a running nose and tenderness grows through the smog a glimmer of hope.